hhmmmm i havent written in this in so long, wow. Anyway's everything is way smooth right now. I'm just chillin going to school, working, hanging with my boys, meeting people, having FUN. well, g2g but ill write back....one day. Ti'll next.

p.s. ....i almost forgot how good this feeling was.

THe party was fucking tyte! Strip club was tyte....everything was perfect. Well i'm outy. Ti'll next time.

Well, there's 4 day's till my b day. WOw! finally 18th i see. Crazyness. I'm extrememly excited, especially about this party...I hope it goes well. It should but you know....I worry either way lol. Well I'm outy,...I can't wait!!! for the millionth time. And to all you fucks that want to go...just let me know and if I wan't you to go, maybe i'll ( Read more... )

Somehow things just keep getting better, I'm feeling alot better. I mean...as day's go on. I just keep movining on. It's wierd. But yes, indeed very real. And I treasure everything as much as I can. I try to enjoy everything to the fullest. No regrets. With no compromise. Very easy, I know i know, I guess i just didn't see the light on the other ( Read more... )

Ok, I wrote this a while go, with a little help from Poe.  I once heard that the day "Wednesday" was my death day. Bullshit? Mostlikely. But I did indeed take the idea and wrote a short story type thing. So yeah....enjoy.

An obvious gloom in my mind when awaking on this day...

Awaking thick goosbumps hit my spine. Unantisipating thoughs rush ( Read more... )

Today I woke up late,...again.  I didn't go to class which sucks alot of huge balls. Well anyway, I talked to my best friend today. Which was nice because it made my day better. But I dunno things are wierd. "Still wierd".Everything scares me,...everything.  I'm at the point where I just don't know what to do. About everything. Everytime I get ( Read more... )

I need, uuuuuhh yeah. I,..uhh.......need.  Someone? umm. Ok. Uh! yeh. Something?...I need....shit! i just need....anything. 

I woke up today, feeling ok. I didn't have any trouble waking up for some reason, which is a good thing. I went to Tahnny's in the morning, we just chilled. She had class so I had to give her a ridewhich is chill i really don't mind. Tahnny is way chill, she's like the big sister I never had.She cares which is way cool. A good friend. So,...I came ( Read more... )

You know, if my senses are right...I think that was probably the last fight.

I dont know where I got the idea Bloody Monday, i think its when i cut hand on my guitar string. whatever biotch!! Anyways, today was ok. I woke up with the worst fucking pain on the back of my neck. Fuck what a bitch. It's from that damn guitar, i have it hanging on my neck for fucking hours. So yeah, I went to school really late today but it's ok ( Read more... )