Remember that part in Office Space where he just doesnt go to work? well thats exactly what im doing

not calling in and not going in...

i hate michaels...and quite frankly dont give a damn lol

in fact i dont give a damn about many things lately

im sick of getting hurt by people so close to me...its disgusting really...

how can you say you love someone ( Read more... )

Adult Children of Alcoholics

...guess at what normal is.
...have difficulty in following a project through from beginning to end.

...lie when it would be just as easy to tell the truth.

...judge themselves without mercy.

...have difficulty having fun.

...take themselves very seriously.

...have difficulty with intimate relationships.

...overreact to ( Read more... )

i love you baby. nothing will ever change that

you dont seem to realize that you're my everything as well....and i love you as much as you love me, possibly more

loves kinda scary ya know? maybe thats why i act like a crazy person sometimes

but you're my soul mate and i want to be with you for the rest of my life

so we may fight constantly but it ( Read more... )

heres an update, lets see.... i start school next week....at OU and OCC

im taking 2 classes at each school. tho one at occ is an online class so thats sweet.  im also working 30 hrs next week! man oh man im going to be busy. plus i hafta take care of my mom cuz she has surgery on her foot and cant walk or do much of anything.

jon and i went up north ( Read more... )

 throughout your life you will meet
one person who is unlike any other.
this person is the one you could
forever talk to. they understand you
in a way that no one else does or
ever could. this person is your soul
mate, & bestfriend. don't let him go

true dat 

I used to think that love conquered all..now im not so sure

i love jon. more than anything. but he irritates me. we fight constantly, about stupid shit half the time too

its the little things, which most people say to ignore. but i cant seem to. and i honestly think its ruining our relationship

maybe i need some space...or maybe jon and i need to have ( Read more... )

Soo. Im going to be 21 soon. its weird, growing up. I remember when it was my 16th birthday....so naive in thinking life was going to be awesome from that point on. ha def. wasnt.

anywho, the big 2-1. im def. getting wasted, thats a for sure thing. not sure what else im doing.

Ive had 2 interviews in the past few months and didnt get the job. maybe ( Read more... )

its funny really. you'd think by now id realize how much jon loves me and such. quite frankly its something ill never fully believe.

i dunno...i have a hard time accepting love from others. not sure why that is...tho from my psych expierence id say its cuz of my father, but i dont like to blame all my imperfections on him.

im afraid one day jon will ( Read more... )

I know i havent updated in quite sometime so heres my update.

i hate alcoholism...quite frankly i think its the worst disease to have..

not only does it fuck the alcoholics life, but others around them, especially their kids or wives/husbands

theres so much help out there...why dont you just fucking take it?

and if you're sober for almost a year, ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like poking my eyes out with a very sharp knife

disturbing but true