dear stepsandnumbers ,

you are an ugly journal & i hate you.

love,
____ridiculous

that's right. add my new journal for there will be no jen-adding...it's up to you.

so i deleted the previous entry because it doesn't make any sense whatsoever. and i hate feeling negativity towards any journal entry i so choose to write. i saw the prior love of my life last night for the first time. & ignored him. because that's what i do. so there's the humiliation ( Read more... )

dont wear jeans without underwear. trust me.

i got a yeast infection

i'm back at school. monday was great. 3 loves of my life picked me up at the airport. then we dinnered. then we smoked. then we went to see steve zissou. i fell alseep. not before the gem, "homeless kids are just like normal kids...except they're dirty." i make myself laugh sometimes even ( Read more... )

i hate this journal and it will be annhilated.
as soon as i am not too lazy to make a new one.

be forewarned.

so yeah today is my parents anniversary. and that makes me sad. the scariest thing is that i now understand why my dad left. and that makes me sadder ( Read more... )

i haven't updated this in a small piece.

lately i've been depressed. that's about all you need to know. i have many reasons but i don't want to talk about them on here.

so really there is no point in this update.
except to alert the world.
and to say that i am in love with my ipod.

some girls are really ugly.
& that's the end of that.

i sort-of loathe that i harp on this topic constantly, but in loosing 2 more pounds i will officially be under 200 pounds. i don't think i realize that i now have 21 pounds to loose to get to my new goal, 11 pounds to get to my old goal. it has been only 8 months. it is baffling. i've never been at a point in my life where i only needed to loose ( Read more... )

soooo. i'm back in new jersey. how do i feel about new jersey? i don't know ( Read more... )