two bird stand upon each other and the first coaxes the others feathers as they gaze into eachothers hearts, one says yes, and the other says me, winter comes and this nightmare bleeds from the first birds eyes as he dreams of spring, and the other thinks of eating him to keep warm ( Read more... )

Waking up is always the hardest. My dreams plauge and torment my mind for what seems like ages until I finally give up and cant take the abuse anymore. Im convinced that my subconcious hates me, alot. All night I dream of heart break, over and over. She continously rips into my chest and repeats those words over and over. In dreams we don't run out ( Read more... )

Waiting for the last ounce to drain ( Read more... )

What the fuck is this? You burst out about your feelings to me, and then I do exactly what you want, and admit Im not over you, that i still feel for you deeply. It was hard to do this, I had myself going in a nice little hole where everything seemed to be working out, like i could bury this story. So I put all of it aside, and tell you that its ( Read more... )

You know how I feel. This is the last chance I can give for you to come back. After this Im either with you, or gone forever.

Thank you :)
It's over. And it's better this way.
Theres bounce in my step again, and for once I don't feel like throwing up.
We we're two kids growing up, and now we've grown apart. Times were pretty good.
The end.

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WHY DO YOU THINK I AM HAPPY? I HAVENT BEEN REMOTELY HAPPY SINCE YOUVE LEFT ME. THESE ARE THE WORST DAMN DAYS OF MY LIFE. YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME, AS DO I FOR YOU ( Read more... )

The crooked scenery glows extra bright ( Read more... )

The candy coating is so far gone, that the roof of my mouth bleeds chalk. Seems like I'm hitting the ground again, and for the first time in a very long time I feel the ground beneath me, and it's such a heavy load. Gah, I used to have this crazy obsession with eating, and now I want nothing to do with it, food isnt appealing, and it no longer ( Read more... )