Im abonding this journal and my old email address in a few days. The new journal is friends only, so if you want to be on my friends list, talk to me on msn.

OKAY WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU GET OFF SAYING SHIT ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK? WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH YOU FUCKING TELLING PEOPLE THAT I ONLY SPOKE WITH THEM FOR YOU. YOUR FULL OF SHIT, FUCK YOU. I KEEP AQUANTENCES BECAUSE I DONT LIKE HAVING ENEMIES, NOT BECAUSE THEY WERE YOUR FRIENDS, AND OUT OF ALL THE FUCKING PEOPLE I DISLIKE, I THINK YOUR THE ONLY ONE ( Read more... )

I need warm hugs and soft naps today. Please donate generously.

This splitting feeling between my eyes ( Read more... )

So yesterday, despite the fact that I sat in this room pretty much all day, was all in all a decent if not wicked day. I thought it was funny how every was telling me it was so depressing to be alone on this one day of the year. Hey kids, everyday should feel like the most special day to you, and it shouldnt take occasion to see that. It's so ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT. THIS IS THE FIRST RECORDING I HAVE DONE AND I AM PROUD TO SAY ITS MINE.
CHECK IT OUT AT http://www.purevolume.com/derekleduc ITS THE TRACK CALLED THE RAPTURE.

I want to rid you from my dreams
pull this switch band and end both of our screams
watch midnight fade into twilight
call forth your last goodbye
it ends here tonight sweetheart
now close my eyes and tell me you love me
tell me to keep my eyes shut
lift it to the back of my head
and let the gun say the things I should have said

Bah, this is getting really hard. Everyones in school all day, and even if I wake up at noon, Im still stuck for like a good 5 or 6 hours before anyone will tell me if they want to do something, let alone if they want to. As much as I hated being at school , I really took the social aspect of it forgranted. How the hell did this happen? I mean I ( Read more... )

Okay so this friend of mine informed me of this wicked awesome studio called RavenStreet, and they have this new studio in T.O. I checked them out. WHOAH, its like a million times better then fanshawe for leaning recording industry art. And its only 8 months long. BAM! I've also got a friend who lives in Missisauga who will probably room mate with ( Read more... )

My life in a nutshell conveyed by those sexy kids in The Bled. P.S 9th floor View rocked last night ( Read more... )