It seems like I only update when everything is crashing around me, depression is setting in, or something else along those lines. Well it's not like that THIS time. (insert a big cheesey grin here ( Read more... )

I've learned as we go through life, many promises are made to us. They're always there. Sometimes from people you hardly know, and sometimes from people who know you better than you do yourself. Always be aware of those that promise the world, yet will take it all away. Learn from these times. You have to. Otherwise you will never mature. ( Read more... )

Tonight, July 13th, 2005 at 10:25pm, my most cherished companion, Scarlett went to sleep for the last time ( Read more... )

Well I guess that I should update a bit. I've gotten a job up here in Lawrenceville that I am in love with. I'm working at "Exotic Coach Works", an auto restoration shop that deals with all sorts of cars from classic mustangs, to corvettes, a rolls royce, porsche, you name it. Right now I'm working on a fire red 1977 Corvette Stingray. *drool* ( Read more... )

Well, this is the first year of my life when I'm not only thinking of my own father, but of myself at the same time. I know that when I first found out, that I wasn't thinking clear. I wasn't thinking about the sheer joy that's going to be in my life because of my little girl. I can't wait to hold her and give her my life ( Read more... )

To all those who don't know what happened today, well call me and we'll talk about it. Or ask Chrissy, she knows the whole story an such. But it's definate that I will never be with Alicia again after the crap she pulled. I'm not going back to that type of person, I'm sorry. I thought she was a totally different kind of person than this, but ( Read more... )

So, yet again, Alicia and I aren't talking. You have no idea how frustrating and enfuriating it can be to have gotten through something to a point, then it all just getting rehashed yet again. She and her family are wanting to force me to have a sit down talk with them, and until this happens, she's not going to talk to me at all. I drove four ( Read more... )

Everything is lookin up now, I gotta say. Alicia and I have been talking a lot in the past couple days. I haven't been so happy to hear someone's voice in a long long time. We've got a lot of issues to work out, but we're going to work them out together ( Read more... )

I don't know how to feel right now. I feel drained and out of sorts. Alicia and I aren't together and I hate it. I feel like a part of me is missing. Every day I think about all of our good times together and how I really feel about her and it eats at me. Like how I KNEW I was supposed to be with her whenever I'd look into her eyes. Or how ( Read more... )

I don't know what is going on anymore, seriously. I swear as soon as I get back up on my feet, something comes along and kicks me back down. For those of you that don't know, Alicia and I have separated. She told me that she wanted to be alone; so of course, I'm giving her the space she wants. It really tears me up that this has happened. I ( Read more... )