I wonder if i really have a purpose? I dont no what else to say my mind is going crazy so confused with shit right now so i dont want to say anything to hurt anyone or ruin anything like i actually have anything to ruin. lol sure i do im important to someone out there. maybe.

hey im updatin this shit since its been like 5 years since i did it. okay well the last couple weeks have been cool just going to school everyday i havent missed a day in like 3 fucking weeks its a record yes 3 fucking weeks. okay well enough with that ive just been setting around playing halo and ddr and all them games and basketball now that its ( Read more... )

Lonely im so lonely ( Read more... )

OK today is the Circle takes the square show!!! hell yes well my life right now is good jen is one of the good things about it the other is i am going to get a job this summer making 350 a week i cant wait ill be able to drive well im done im getting ready for the show.!!! love ya jen !!! ha sorry chris

hey everyone im back again today was ok we went over to jordans and played halo ya halo that faggity shit im mad bored right now im about to like go jump of a bridge or something my life sux so bad i hate halo.i hate video games i just want a g/f to hang out with instead of play any videogames. fucking jon isnt coming home for like a month im sad ( Read more... )

im going to update my journal becuz i havent done it in a while i dont really have much to say my life sucks pretty much everything is halo 2 i hate it thats all i ever do last night me anth nick and cj just sat at nicks house trying to find something to do and everyone we talked to just said play halo i couldnt take it i was freaking out becuz i ( Read more... )

well today hhhmm what can i say courtney DUMPED me for just a little while, while she thinks things through LOL sure she hates me but i dunno what im going ot do now im just going to go back to playing halo with all my friends everyday and being a fucking loser with no life becuz i have no purpose i want to say i just want to die but then im just ( Read more... )

i feel better now that courtney told me what was the matter i was so scared that she hated me but now i no that she still loves me! im so happy now. me and ryan cant get away from this 80s music shit it is the best i feel so gay listening to some of it but its all good like yesterday i downloaded beat it and thriller lol and ryan got girls just ( Read more... )

today i found out Ring 2 is rated pg and im FUCKING pissed i wanted courtney to come with me to the movies and we didnt go because of it and because i dont think she wanted to anywayz i dont no what the fuck to do i went down her house today and her grandmother answered and yelled up to her for like 5 minuets and she didnt come down or anythign i ( Read more... )

Smiles and her laughter ( Read more... )