Sitting here on my raft
I ride up and down on the waves of a turbulent sea
Seeing your beautiful smile on the horizon
I steer as best i can towards that vista
But i know that I'm lost at sea
Your distant smile nothing but a painful memory
I would give anything to find the right stars to guide me back
But i fear I'm forever lost at sea
So i drift ( Read more... )

Gettin' ready to go to my capstone project class for my associates, but I wanted to throw an update on here since I've been silent for so long. I brought Auron home about a week ago. The stairs to the second floor immediately became his arch nemesis. That made for an extremely entertaining few days, but he's finally grown accustomed to them for ( Read more... )

So...just in case there comes a time when you look at this Jenny...maybe seeking absolution, maybe just out of curiosity, or for whatever the hell reason. Just in case, I want you to know that everything I've done and said has been to help you as much as myself. I want you to get through this time in your life...and come out stronger. And I have ( Read more... )

Moved into the new apartment Saturday.  Still lots of unpacking to do.  Man the place is a mess for now,  but it's coming together slowly but surely.

Had to drop a good $500 on supplys today including a couple of lamps and some trash cans.  Gotta by some chairs still but that'll wait until payday.

It's a little lonely here.  I haven't brought ( Read more... )

So I'm not really sure what the future's gonna hold in store for me right now. All of my goals up until last month have focused on being part of a unit that no longer exists. So while I still have the subset goals, such as finish furthering my education, get into proper shape, finally get to the point where I can control my diabetes with diet and ( Read more... )

My 2nd 'date' in as many weeks. I say 'date' because I'm just meeting these people...so I don't know you can really call them dates. But I dunno wtf else to call them. Anyway, apparently I still carry myself well if I'm on my second one in two weeks. Wtg me! Wish me luck tonight everybody! Definitely succeeding in distracting myself and ( Read more... )

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Well this isn't a battle anymore...it's done. And I'm not sure I particularly care anymore. I'm glad that Jenny's currently happy with the choices that she's made and that she's doing well, but I'm still 100% upset with the way this entire situation has been handled ( Read more... )

So now that Jenny is no longer here to ask me to watch these Indian films with her...i would like nothing better than to do so.   So here i am watching them without her, wishing we were still sharing them together.  Sigh...

So Elliot and I had a long night together Wednesday night. The night after Jenny and I had our long talk. He was very interested to hear everything that had been exchanged between Jenny and I, and Elliot and I opened up to each other a lot ( Read more... )