This morning it hit me. The bitterness has washed away. So has the feeling I once had. A feeling that there was a chance we could be saved, we could return to something that we once had. I have lost all hope, hit rock bottom, with nowhere to go but up. Stillwater, Paris and the Dollar Inn seem so far away now, another lifetime ago. The part ( Read more... )

Wake me up when september ends. October can hurry up and get over too.

Would you whisper in my ear, the things you want to feel. I'll give you anything
to feel it coming.

I love you, I really do.

It is currently 4pm here in Farmington Hills, Michigan, and at the moment, I am not busy. But in a few minutes the students and faculty will start to arrive, meaning all hell will break lose. Believe it or not, I have really did bust my ass last week in order to getthis place ready for the first day, so I think we are ready, and hopefully things ( Read more... )

So I noticed that it has almost been two weeks since I have written anything here. Frankly, I really haven't had the desire to do any writing lately. It has also been a week since i swore off livejournal forever, but as you can see, I am nothing but a livejournal whore. Hell, I need something to pass the time while I am at work. I just had an ( Read more... )

I am very proud of myself, I have yet to fall asleep at my desk, which is amazing, all things considered. I have nothing really substantial to say here today, maybe that is because I am running on very little sleep. All I really want to say is that, this week reaffirmed alot of things for me. I know now that I really really am the luckiest man ( Read more... )

Shitty saturday, and I haven't even been to work yet. Please just hurry up and get through these next two days.

Currently 9:40am here at the office, and I am really bored, so I decided to answer some random questions, most of which I stole off this random survey I recieved in my email this morning, some I just made up ( Read more... )

After three days of chaos I finally had a day to rest. Didnt go to sleep until 5am this morning, woke up at 8 to let Rudy out, then went back to bed until 1. Went over to my great uncle's shortly after that, to check the place and do some yard work. One of his gutters was loose, so I climbed on the roof and worked on that. Then trimmed some ( Read more... )

Well this is my 2nd post into the wild wild world of livejournal. I am having trouble loading up my picture, but maybe I can resolve that one of these days. Anyway, since I last posted, I have dropped the TEEN from my age. I'm twenty, which sounds so old/mature. So why do I feel trapped, like I am still 16. I want to be responsible for my own ( Read more... )

Well, this is my first entry into my online journal. i have never kept a journal, nor do I know how long I will actually stick to writing, I guess we shall see. I have now almost been back in the states 2 months, and I think my european hangover is over. I cannot even begin to address all the many ways I have changed since I have returned. My ( Read more... )