it really is true that nothing gets better...theres just better "times"...ive been so stressed latley because of a bunch of shit that i am paying for it...if you truly know me, then you know what im talking about...i need to learn to just calm down and realize that life has its ups and downs...and even though for most of my life so far its been ( Read more... )

I dont understand how someone can act fine and dandy one minute and then never wanna talk to you again the next...this is the second close "friend" this has happend to me with...oh well i dont even know what to do or say...if they dont wanna talk to me again i cant change that...im just happy i know im getting a lot of money soon...and only my ( Read more... )

dont make me angry...you REALLY wouldnt like me when im angry...

fucking figures....

so I actually got myself a good job...I work at "schenck" loading beer on trucks with an electric pallet jack for $10.50 and hour..And I move up to $11 after 90 days..plus im guarenteed 40 hours even if I get done with work early...and full benefits and free beer at "sponsered" events...

jesus I better not screw this one up...

theres a horrible pain in my chest...

I wish I never listend to you..

i hate that i always feel like im going in circles...i cant help but feel like everythings always my fault...luck is barely ever on my side...this is shitty...i had everything planned out and now....well i just dont know anymore...

"theres gotta be something more then this...theres gotta be something that I missed"

im tired of hearing it cant get any worse because it always does...i really dont understand...