I think I've spent a whole 2 years trying to figure out who I'm supposed to be, so that I would forget who I'm becoming. What I've turned into. I've settled, but I don't want to admit it. This is me- and it's so very messed up. How did I get here ( Read more... )

Who blogs? I'm in college. I'm not in 10th grade anymore. I don't say "dengit" anymore, or "fantabulous". My boyfriends name isn't Allen, or Will. I'm nearly positive this isn't my blog. I'm almost positive these previous posts were never my thoughts ( Read more... )

 It has been 84 weeks since I have been here. 84 weeks. Thank you, livejournal ( Read more... )

Im working my butt off in school right now. Seriously...come look .its gone. My butt..that is ( Read more... )

Gah lee...Hoover is just amazing at football. But whatever. Got my first pay check today...officially love my life even more. And im dominating climbing right now. Im basically a pro. And ive never been this busy in my entire life. Hoooray junior year. Booo homework. Yay Jesus.

So, if anyone wants to know how two-a-days ends up, you just ask me cuz it kind of sucks knowing whos going to break up, whos going to cheat on who...etc ( Read more... )

"Oh no you never let go ( Read more... )

All we do in life is look for something to please us. Why do you think we have boyfriends and girlfriends, or just friends in general? I sometimes think we just want to please ourselves, and sometimes we want to please others...just because we feel good about that ( Read more... )

So guess who FINALLY got the job, after weeks of interviews and writing things. Ohh yeah, i awaken from my glorious nap today to hear the manager of Alabama Outdoors on the phone offering me a part time job! And, as thrilled as I am, i have a feeling that glory will quickly fade, for I am working till close thursday, friday, and saturday.

But who ( Read more... )

A couple weeks ago i found myself at the top of a  very large rock. I found myself looking down, trying to calculate just how far i was about to jump. It was a big jump. The highest jump I had ever even seen. And after 10 minutes of contemplating my fear, I made myself jump. It was the biggest test of faith. Sure enough, after what seemed like ( Read more... )