There's nothing noble or romantic about humanity. It's all a crock of shit perpetuated by hypocritical idealists that either take joy in screwing over followers or want to make themselves feel better. Everything I've learned and been taught and molded into is a big lie. There's no benefit of being completely altruistic, or being there for others ( Read more... )

I hate life, so much. I'm so alone, all the time, and I've always been alone. The social part of me never developed when I was younger, so I'm constantly at a loss. The less I know, the less I found out and the less I experience. Because I experience nothing, I learn nothing and it becomes even harder. It's impossible for me to grow anymore and ( Read more... )

I love how the Alabama CMENC executive board makes unilateral desicions and then expects me to have all these documents filled out and mailed to them within a week, during exams. Here's a tip, when you're doing stuff like this, give at least a month in advance. Also, don't send emails that supposedly have attatchments, but don't, and also don't ( Read more... )

Watch this, please ( Read more... )

Why is it that Troy's email server is always down on the rare occasions I need to send something?

I am becoming increasingly irritated with the utter foolishness of people. Maybe it's not that, maybe it's that no one is mature in the slightest? Has the age of dignity and respect for others dissapeared? Everyone seems so absorbed in themselves they haven't the slightest idea of the flow of their actions on the rest of society. Maybe I'm one of ( Read more... )

Itunes is awesome. Ron Thal (aka Bumblefoot) is awesome.

Apparently I have no worth as a student or person, let alone a musician.

So the exams are over and the results are in. A's and one B. Not bad, but I missed an A in Music for the Exceptional Learner by a few points on my final. Kinda pisses me off, but whatever. It's my fault for not studying enough...or rather the correct materials.

So, I'm way too easily offended. Some drunk pop guitarist made fun of me (when I was playing guitar) and I actually payed attention to him. Oh well. I need someone to slap me next time.