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[stevi_k3]

ive been kind of.. dissapointed in myself lately.. i dont want my parents knowing im suicidal.. but i flat out told them last night. it makes me feel so awkward. i feel they are dissapointed in me and thats not the greatest fucking feeling to have. my psychiatrist moved my lexapro up to 40mg. maybe this will help me. i hope. im sick of feeling so

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[uniarmedscissor]

you obviously know that your family loves you.
that in itself should be enough for you to re-consider staying alive.

[stevi_k3]

hi jez. thanks for the comment.. never thought you read any of my journals entries. made me feel real happy this morning to see you read it. you were always someone i looked up to believe it or not.. and i definately have re-considered now.. im sick of dissapointing everyone... and myself..

[johnnycowboy]

dolly, I love you.... *tickles you* I don't tink I have your new aim sn, and anytime you need to talk mine hasn't chancged. I would give you my number, but my phones disconnected for now. and doesn't it suck the one thing someone truely wants is probably what will destroy the ones aorund us the most. That's the way I look at suicide. I always just wish a car will randomly hit me, so I don't have to worry about it anymore....

But remember this: You never know death could suck a hell of a lot more then this life.

[stevi_k3]

hey sweetie thanks for the big hug! :P i could really use one of those right now. my screen name is becomingofme. sorry about all the changes. and what you said .. at the same time it scares me but it makes me want to live and enjoy the life ive been given.. thank you for that comment. ::hugs back::

[johnnycowboy]

[xyournightmarex]

STEVIII!I love you!Kay

[xyournightmarex]

Pssh btw you told them cuz I told you to!