oh UTL.

i miss winsor.

i miss high school friends.

but i like it here. i like moments. there is too much work to be done, and that always gets in the way. it's really too bad.

i just realized that things are never going to be the same. i will never be back at winsor, no matter how hard i wish. nothing will ever be like winsor. :(

ummm, thank gooodness for 4 day weekends. but then again, now i have a physics pset due the day i come back...so i have had no classes since the exam and the next thing due. AWESOME. really, the amount of work i need to do baffles me. but is not really stressing me out. pssht. pass no record FOREVER! well, for 1st semester ( Read more... )

mmm so warning...anyone with add...you're screwed in college. it is rediculously hard to focus here, even on ADD meds. which might account for one of several reasons why i most likely failed today's 1802 exam. i am awaiting fail mail currently, but my mit email is down so i can't check it. yeah, so it's almost october. that's weird ( Read more... )

today was my last day of work! it was really sad to say goodbye to everyone, although they insist that we're family and that we'll see them again, even though dr finn is moving the lab to san diego. maybe i'll work there next summer :). anyway, it was a fun last day - lotsa food :). now i'm finally getting stuff together for college. i'm getting ( Read more... )

ani was amazing. amazing. it was so good to get to see her in concert again. i forgot how she has the capacity to make songs that i never listen to sound amazing. the girl who opened for her, erin mckeown was also awesome. i got her cd and she signed it :). anyway, ani played such great songs, ahhhhhh. she played untouchable face, gravel, shameless ( Read more... )

sigh i'm sorry i am so rediculous sometimes. i'm sorry that i won't stop arguing until i win. i'm sorry i'm stubborn and i'm sorry i'm jealous ( Read more... )

i finally used my 18+ priveledge to go to a club last night!!!! WOOOHOOOO! though, it wasn't clubbing...like, what you think of. it was more just cool music and a cool place. i went to the middle east with matt and raleigh and saw a bunch of bands whose names i forget now perform. it was really fun. we tried to meet up with dan briefly, but then he ( Read more... )

mmm havent updated in a while...i've just been too busy. graduation was awesome. i think i was the first person to break down...yeah, BEFORE graduation. i walked in and saw people in white dresses and was like, ah, we're not supposed to be in white dresses this time...ahhh...and proceeded to start bawling and then run to the bathroom to pull myself ( Read more... )

graduation breakdown #2 was today. jeeze, time flies. i just can't seem to cry out all the memories that i'll miss. *sigh*

holy crap it's june. whaaaat?! what is going on?! why is everything over so soon?! shit! i can register for housing today!!! AH!!!