hey there..... sarah ( Read more... )

i dont see what i have sometimes. its expected to get in this "pity me" mode, where all you can think about is how you do not have it so good and worse than others. it's weird how something like a movie or book make your life seem so much better. now i feel like i have a lot to learn. i better leave before my dad gets up... it's awkward when he ( Read more... )

ignorance is not bliss. ignorance is worse because it will come back and hurt you when you think you've been happy. when you thought everything was ok. it's better to know everything that is going on and everything is said so no one is ignorant. everyone is on the same page. no one is left out and everyone can do what is best for them ( Read more... )

its been an incubus day. they seem to be a band to always fall back on when you can't think of what you want to listen to ( Read more... )

like for the past 5 weeks, im avoiding studying for my chemistry test tommorow ( Read more... )

"i want to know you"

no one ever really knows anyone.

a slow weekend but a good one. i sat by a lake for hours just taking it in. we talked a lot but while i was doing it i was thinking too but definitely stopped myself when i caught myself doing it. what did i have to worry about right then? everythings on hold. i looked and noticed why sarah wants to live there because its so fucking carefree. no ( Read more... )

as soon as we get what we want we expect more. why do we expect good feelings to last. i sometimes wonder about the people that dont even bother with things anymore, with people, with meeting them and just stay by themselves a lot. If you incorrporate people into your life, you're bound to be let down, you're bound to get hurt and for something to ( Read more... )

im losing things to write for some reason. i guess it's been awhile. =/ everything's going smoothly, friends family. seems like i should have something to say despite i have nothing to bitch about. i guess i could record this as a time when i say, hey, there was that one time when everything was good. i should recall that... lucero song comes ( Read more... )

when did this transformation begin? this transformation into unknown territory we call real life. when did our relationships begin to get more serious and we let things get to us more. i miss my grade school relationships, how simple they were. im scared of life always being like this. we constantly have to put ourselves on the line in order to ( Read more... )