if i get back up, i'll only fall down more ( Read more... )

has been awhile. bad internet connection ( Read more... )

so the other night, i took benedryll to fall asleep. i was scared b/c i kept seeing spiders on my arms. im insane. i started writing. this is what i wrote ( Read more... )

so we're sitting at dinner with some people from RIC. I hate big groups and having to be the new person in big groups. i always say really stupid things. im the weird one. i feel like im better with people one on one. honestly i wouldnt talk to people except i would be lonely, and man i hate being lonely. ) fuck i wish i didnt feel like i had to ( Read more... )