I've been gone for a while. I started a website that is absolute shite right now. I got into the idea of making it and then everything happened all at once and I've had time for nothing else. The only thing I have on the site is my journal, and that's only because I'm using WordPress and there's isn't a hell of a lot you have to do to get that ( Read more... )

I have this theory about the married guys with which I work. See, I have a good work ethic I think. I do my 8 hours or whatever, and if nothing special is going on I do my 8 and I leave. But, when it's needed, like we have special projects or something, I totally stay and put in whatever hours are necessary to get the job done. I've done more 12- ( Read more... )

I had this dream last night that I opened my brand new, awesome-looking flip phone and had a number of missed calls from Boston, all from companies that I'd contacted for employment. I'd love to think that it's a premonition dream, but...I have no intention of buying a flip phone! I have to lose the Blackberry because it belongs to the company, but ( Read more... )

It's stupid. We've come down to 2...okay options. I can only say okay because neither one is stellar and has its drawbacks. J won't say one way or the other whether one of them makes her all fuzzy inside. She's too busy being concerned with my happiness about the situation, which I keep telling her she should just let go. Right now...kind've ( Read more... )

I'm in Boston. Made the flight all by myself and managed not to freak out and force the plane to land or anything, despite the lack of all of my comfort devices. My A2 is still in the shop with Cowon, although they say they're about to send it back to me (and consequently that there's nothing wrong with it; it's my files ). I brought my PSP but I ( Read more... )

I can't lie; I'm getting nervous. Very nervous. I had a minor breakdown a few days ago. Over all the separation hasn't been as absolutely God-awful as I'd anticipated. I've kept busy; in fact, I feel like I hardly have enough time for all the shit I need to do. I miss her though, and I can't wait to see her this weekend. Things seem to be getting ( Read more... )

J's been gone for almost a week now. I'm getting by okay. I'm kind've pretending like she's away on one of her business trips. I imagine that next week will be the bad spell, because that's when it becomes clear that she's not coming back after all. Of course at that point she'll be heading back my way for the weekend so it won't be as bad as it ( Read more... )

Scary. Oohhh. I'm venturing into territory that I have heretofore left to those I deemed much smarter than I. Or me. See? Whatever. I'm a voting American and I have an opinion, and the primary race this season has left me with a real bitter taste in my mouth. It's got me fired up and angry. I should feel hopeful, right? The Dems for once have not ( Read more... )

My family does the kind of things that you see on talk shows, the kind of stuff that leaves me incredulous and open-mouthed at the level of stupidity of which people are capable ( Read more... )

I hate this. I hate everything about it. This whole week in fact has been pretty crappy for various reasons ( Read more... )