Steve- "could we perhaps let the old grudges die ( Read more... )

Four score and seven years ago, I had a dream.

before you read this entire convo and ask yourself, why? id like to state this is, lets say an argument between me and an ex. some know whats going on, and theyd just find out later in time what happened. so instead of an 8 mile long story ((haha gary and becca)) its here for you to read, if you want ( Read more... )

note to self; listen to jim more often.
note to self; have a stern talking to the ex asshole.
note to self; find a buttom of my purse.

...i miss you terribly.
this is what they call a tradgey.

"some of the worst mistakes of my life have been haircuts"
you do not even begin to understand the awesomeness of this quote, the meaning behind it, and how it reflects my life.

A big part of me wants to protect this journal ( Read more... )

"*looks up at you* im always going to be yours, even if you dont want me. i told you. you have my heart. i dont want it back. but if you want to break it.. its still going to be yours.."

probably the deepest words i could ever type, that you will never understand.

and with him talking, i feel sick to my tummy. nothing hes saying is making me feel better.

p.s. i regret my past.

that im fat.
that i cant be pretty.
that my 28 year old manager is fucking a 15 year old employee.
that my last 11 comments on myspace are about the game yesterday.
that i had all this thought up of and now i cant remember.

i agree. and im quite happy with it that way. now, jason, my manager at work. mhm. he says hes chinese. but he kind of doenst look it..? im not sure anymore. but yea, hes kind of cute. i wouldnt do anything though. because i gave my heart to chris, therefore hes got all my feelings. but i told myself i will never like an asian man. they all look ( Read more... )