i think im making my eljay friends only. im sick of not being able to write about want i WANT to write about in here. i am also sick of people who read my livejournal who are gay.
go to the show tonight. this cold sore makes me want to vomit. i feel ugly. i need to shower. i stayed at rachels last night. i dont want to go anywhere or do anything today. or tomorrow. or the next day. or the next day. i dont want to do anything until this fucking coldsore is gone. dfjskhfjhfgdhjsdjfshfjdgjdfjdskf :[