Well its been awhile since i have last typed...so now what? Kinda been in a funk lately, i haven't been the same since the move. I kinda feel slightly distant from everybody.....Don't know exactly what it is. Could it be because nothing went well in laredo, or am i not happy? I can't even play anymore. How pathetic is that? Mr. Egger telling me I ( Read more... )

Just got a call from my best friend ricky, and found out a couple of things. My band directors over there are pissed off at me and the other thinks I'm running away from all my problems. Emma told him off and defended me by saying I'm actually facing them by coming back and going headstrong. I thought you all were going to be pissed at me, not ( Read more... )

Well since I have been gone, its been kinda boring and eventfull. I did not get to start school on time, so I took care of Ricky's 5 month old baby Jackie for about a week and a half. It is was fun. She threw up quite a bit on me, but other than that it wasn't a major problem. She was real calm with me. So day of registration, band...NO!! those ( Read more... )

Damn, i'm sleepy like a mo'fo!! Well, I'm finally back. i knew it was the right descision and I am totally happy with it. i'm excited to start again on monday and my stomach hurts...I'm hungry!!! Anyway, before I left, i only told four people. I didn't want to attract attention and i felt it would be easier to not say goodbye. My little sister zoe ( Read more... )

well, so far things have not gone the way I have expected them too, like when i registered here, i did not get band....ain't that a bitch!!! the only thing i am good at, and didn't get it. anyway, my little sister almost passed because she overdosed on pills last week. I ended up seeing her at the hospital and i couldn't stand the sight and just ( Read more... )

well, snow is good, but it sucks too. I tried climbing the playhouse and I fell like four times on my ass and my hands started to burn like a bitch. My first christmas with my family in a while has turned out wonderful, but now it is time for me to go. I'm living tomorrow and i'm finally going to start over again ( Read more... )

I'm playing in the snow and i can barely type. It cold like a son of a bitch!! type later, snow in 17 years, so cooool!!!!!

Well, I haven't left yet cause my stepmama asked me to stay till christmas. That isn't the problem, but she is totally trying to make me stay. We went out the other day and I mentioned I wanted a bunny, she said "only if you stay!" I finished talking to her not to long ago, and she offered to buy Mikey and I a Honda Civic and a sax if I stay. She ( Read more... )

Well, I found out that my mother was looking for me when I went to laredo. How weird! I bet its because my stepdaddy is in jail and she needs someone to support her with money. Uh-uh! I ain't doin it! Screw that and a bag of potato chips...I am going to live with my buddy Ricky, my best friend since I was in, what, 8th grade? Something like that, ( Read more... )

Its amazing how fast this week has gone by. I've got one more day, but I'm pretty sure what my decision is. I don't know what exactly to think anymore.....I'm so confused right now, but I guess its my fault. If I stay here, it will possibly be for the better. I have grown to love it here! Family, friends, two dogs, no cats, hopefully a hamster or ( Read more... )