So, I have finally returned from a very eventfull week. It has been extremely difficult and very physically and emotionally wrecking. Spoke to mr gooze, ferni, hostess, and mr egg and it seems they are willing to do anything to make me stay here. I mean they will help me anyway they can to make me feel more comfortable in my situation. Mr egger was ( Read more... )

Found out from my dada that i must go back to take all my finals or I will loose all my credits that I would have recieved this semester. How much does that suck? I guess I should of thought about that before. whoever is pissed off at me does not have to speak to me and the people that aren't will get the good-bye that they deserved awhile back. I ( Read more... )

I realized that I left with a lot of people hurt and some that support my decision. The ones that do, I really appreciate it. For the ones that don't, I do not know what to say! I can apologize 1000 more times, but what good will that do if you still feel the same at the end of reading it? It never came to my attention on how I have impacted some ( Read more... )

I wrote my dad an email and he responded by respecting my decision and letting me stay here in laredo. I'm really happy they way he understood and how he wants to help me anyway he can. he kinda doesn't want me to help out my mother. Well, thats his choice, not mine. But most likely I won't. She abused it last time and I don't think I should forfit ( Read more... )

I'm guessing you guys are wondering why i didn't go to school today? Thats because i am here in Laredo. I got on a bus and now I'm here. I finally saw everyone and it was very heartwarming. all the girls started to cry and some guys. Its amazing how many girls missed me. It was like a hundred!!! I don't have anywhere to stay yet except for my buddy ( Read more... )

Yep, I'm going my own seperate way....but I'm scared like a mother fucker!!! I have never done something like this before, but when my dreams lead me to somewhere I know I can't go I will do whatever I can to reach it. Maybe its fate that I go back, because if it wasn't, then why do I keep dreaming of Laredo? Is it destiny? Maybe it could be ( Read more... )

Woke up and found out that mikey and i were going to get a hundred dollars and go to the mall for half of our christmas. I really didn't feel like going. i woke up weird....i didn't feel normal. so we took off anyway and my daddy bought my stepmama a new BMW series 500 2004 or something like that for her graduation. They are shipping it in from ( Read more... )

Its about time i come out and say somethings that very few, if not, anybody knows. I told Kelsey about my pencil problem. I hate sharping my pencil, so I look at getting pens or mechanical pencils or amybe an electric sharpener. When I have to use a regular sharpener, my whole body goes with the motion. It kinda like a little dance. my hips and my ( Read more... )

Unfortunately, I missed jazz yesterday cause I literally couldn't get out of bed. My back felt like it was broken and I almost started to cry. I am a wuss, I do cry and sometimes too much. Nevertheless, jazz is probably the only thing keeping me happy right now. You have no idea how much I enjoy being in it! And if I stay, I get a whole song to ( Read more... )