i am absolutely smitten :)

sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, give someone, do for someone, or be there for someone, it will never be enough. and you have to decide if it is worth it to keep throwing your heart at their feet so that they can walk all over it one more time...

i get to see my bby toniiight.
bwoopbwoop <3 <3 <3

i'm having a hard time letting go.
but i know i can get there..

because i'm finally happy with you <3

i hate late nights.
i get so anxious, i chew of most of my thumbnails.

i also hate it when the dog sits under my chair while she has gas.

under construction.

i hate being a girl. i hate having moodswings.
fuckkk ovaries, rip them out please!

i'm miserable again.
soo fucking miserable.
ughh.

i've lost touch with myself.
i'm so detached from anything and everything.
nothing makes sense anymore.
everything that i stood for is no longer important.

i'm so happy.

loren: lets send him to jail so he cant have my girl anymore
loren: i dont need competition

hahaha aww :P