mmmmm can we just talk about this real quick?

EXCITEMENT IS THE WORD OF THE DAY.

okay, i'm glad we had this conversation.
:)

remember when you actually used to fucking have balls? and you used them once in a while?

you've lost touch with who you are.
i can't help but laugh at the hypocrite you've become.

i'm content.
i'm finally fucking content.

been around the world and now i know that there is nothing left to see 'cause everything i want in this life is standing right in front of me and i can't seem to breathe 'cause you stole all of it from me ( Read more... )

look at me. i've lost control of my life at age twenty three. i've been so lonely lately without you here. you were my best friend and companion. now you're nowhere near and it's killing me ( Read more... )

okay, just so i can remember all of this.

saturday, ant's house.
sunday, working
monday, getting boo on the bus, with ant, then with erica & brittany
tuesday, working
wednesday, jon & ricky & ashleigh are staying over
thursday, working
friday, working
saturday, working & ant's
sunday, working
monday, who knows
tuesday, parents come home

i can't commit if i can't concentrate.

i had an absolutely amazing weekend :]
i wish more weekends could be like this.
minus the whole.. allergic reaction and stuff.

i'm excited. f'realz.

so i can't sleep. i've got way too much on my mind. i just want a time machine so i can fast forward six months. i need to know if all of this is worth it.

I'LL NEVER KNOW
WAHHHHHHHHHHHH

well, i mean, i'll know
...in six months

"did you know that when people appear in your dreams, it's because that person wants to see you."
-time magazine

i had an amazing dream of you last night. it was everything that i could have ever hoped for. i absolutely cannot wait for you.
you're killing me, smallz.