sometimes i feel like the world often forgets i exist.

or maybe it's just the friends i have that forget i exist.

one of the two.

i hate how my fears take control of me.

i'm trying SO hard to face my fears, and i am REALLY hoping i can succeed in facing them.

i'm fearful of THE STUPIDEST things.

oh if my dad is dead by the end of today ( Read more... )

don't you think it's weird that as soon as i moved out (aka last august) my father started getting his shit together and quitting the drugs.
my mom actually started to like him again! (her EXACT words)
everything was perfect, everything was happy.

i was moved out, living miserably on my own.
my parents were happy, loving eachother, drug free.

and i move ( Read more... )

life is good.

^_^

so ( Read more... )

i'm really annoyed at you.

this weekend was fun ( Read more... )

bleh.......

i feel.
=/

nvm.

so after this past extremely stressful month, things are better now ( Read more... )