so i couldn't sleep last night and weighed in on wii fit. it said i was at 129.5 pounds! wtfffffffff. so i flipped into serious mode. i weighed in when i got up today and it said 125.9 lbs, so i think that high was because i was coming off my period, and hadn't pooped yet, to be blunt and graphic about it ( Read more... )

i think today's profile pic sums it all up ( Read more... )

 hi. i find myself surfing the familiar communities of my past. i knew i'd be back in due time. just wish i saw some familiar faces (names, really.) it's been a long long time since all of this. i was down to 100-102 ish back about a year ago, and then about six months ago i lost all control. looking in the mirror im estimating my weight to be ( Read more... )

This is going to be my last entry in livejournal. I'm leaving, and I probably won't have computer or internet access where I end up, but if you're reading this, then I truly wish you good luck in whatever you may be struggling with, and I hope you find happiness in life.

Thanks, girls, for being there when you were.
All the best,
-Lauren

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wewanttobelong

^a great support community

check it out!

i got bored and made everything friends only.
muahaha. <- weird.

LAME

"The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity. The fears are paper tigers. You can do anything you decide to do. You can act to change and control your life; and the procedure , the process is its own reward."

-Robyn Davidson

I Don't Care If It Hurts,
I Wanna Have Control.
I WANT A PERFECT BODY,
I WANT A PERFECT SOUL.

I Don't Care If It Hurts,
I Wanna Have Control.
I WANT A PERFECT BODY,
I WANT A PERFECT SOUL.

I Don't Care If It Hurts,
I Wanna Have Control.
I WANT A PERFECT BODY,
I WANT A PERFECT SOUL.

I Don't Care If It Hurts,
I Wanna Have Control.I WANT A PERFECT ( Read more... )