it seems i want to update when no one else is.. in hopes that it will encourage other people to update more often ( Read more... )

so ive been in a major slump the past few days. no one has really seemed to notice. its weird because usually when im in a crappy mood i get irritated when people ask me whats wrong all the time, but now that no one has asked, it kinda bums me out even more ( Read more... )

so i started a new job. books a million isnt so bad. i thought of it a lot worse than it really is. i work with really fun people, and i can see myself getting close to them- which makes me feel more comfortable. soon i will be training in the cafe and i think that will be alot more fun. i also work with a guy named jonathan who likes to talk at a ( Read more... )

i really don't know why i am hangin out on LJ right now- i have a ton of accounting to study for, but i have a lot on my mind and its keeping me from thinking about my exam tomorrow ( Read more... )

so.. im at work. and i think i will literally go crazy soon if time doesn't start to go by faster. 1:30 feels like it was 3 hours ago when really it was only 50 minutes ago. this is insane. im wearing heels and im tired of standing here in the same stop while im on the computer. that should motivate me to do something else, but really.. what else ( Read more... )

don't be too surprised to see me updating. there really isn't too much to say ( Read more... )

im finally back from pcola. that was the longest damn trip of my life. i hope to never spend more time there than i have to ( Read more... )

i came home today to visit with my mom, and i find myself sitting in the recliner looking at ebay on my dads computer while she's painting her bedroom. great quality time huh? i wish she would stop and go shopping with me or something!!! i miss our mother-daughter time together. we used to have so much spare time to hang out and talk, now its rare ( Read more... )

so yeah. 4 days straight of 10 hour shifts after driving an hour there and an hour back can wear ya girl out. i wish the idea of working was still as good as it was before i started this. but, there is nothing else i'd rather do right now in my life than this, as sad as that sounds ( Read more... )

having my own place is great. i don't regret moving out, i love it in mobile. i wouldn't want to live anywhere else. i miss my friends like crazy. i hate sitting at home with no one to call up & go shopping with, or go to the beach with. it sucks.. majorly. i have to say that is one thing that i'll probably never get used to. i've never been an ' ( Read more... )