i was just looking over the comments on other's entries for this community and i'd like to say that i love this one! i'm used to more catty groups from the ana/mia/etc. section of society, and to see some of us being nice to each other is wonderful. when i was at open diary (shitty i know i know) people would leave comments to each other arguing ( Read more... )

omg...fuck this shit...i'm going to fast. period. i can't keep this eating up, its driving me nuts. everytime i put any amount of food in me i feel like shit. so i will do a three day fast since i'm not working for those three days. if i'm still able to last after that i will do more. for a reminder of my fast i will keep a red bracelet on my ( Read more... )

god i disgust myself, i have no self control at all what-so-ever, i really need to stop eatting. i did good for a while there and stopped eating and lost like 6 lbs but i bet i gained it all back :-/ eww im soo fucking fat. do you guys have any tips on losing weight and gaining more self control cause i dont know what to do anymore, i just keep ( Read more... )

So.

Didn't fast today, surprise surprise.

BUT I had 603 calories in total which isn't too bad. And now I'm going to go walk for an hour which is going to burn me 269 calories. At least I'm getting rid of some of themTomorrow I'm going to do the treadmill for a while and try to stay under 500, if not less than that. Maybe I'll surprise myself and ( Read more... )

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As punishment for my constant binging and lack of control, I have decided to not allow myself the luxury of sleeping. 48 hours I was supposed to fast and 48 hours I blew it. So, for the next 48 I will be staying awake and fasting.

If anyone would like to join me.. Or just talk about anything.. eloquent scars x on AIM.

x-posted.

kiana.
age>21.
height>5'7.
bmi>19.
goal weight>112
current weight>125
diet plan>800 cals per day, lots of liquids, lots of puking.
idols> ( angela lindvall&gwenyth paltrow )

Bonjour. I'm new, &my name is Kate.

- stats (height, bmi, goal weight, current weight)
H- 5'7 3/4'
HW- 167
LW- 123
CW- 134ish
BMI- 20.8 :(
STGW- 120 (by 08/01) (BMI- 18.8)
LTGW- 105 (by 10/01) (BMI- 16.4)
Dream Weight- 93lbs. (BMI- 14.6)

- your diet plan
2468 with eventual elimination of the 8 &6.

- your idol (***pictures help***)
( Kate Moss<3 )

so i decided to stop eating so much for awhile. not anorexia, per se, just more or less restricting the amt of cals i eat ( Read more... )

do any other bulemics out there ever feel that we have the less glamorous ed?
i mean, i feel like i have the lazy ed.
its like i dont have enough damn self control to be anorexic (and believe me, i have tried... until a binge comes... eesh.)
its just not fair.
sorry, thats my lil rant for today.