Been going... 19 hours and 42 minuests so far. Yay! Anyways... i changed the link to the thinspiration photo album, so if any of you went there - ya u got a tons of pictures of me, not so great! So here it is again, please PLEASE tell me who you want to see cuz i'll put htem in there... it's so motivation for me... just looking at al thoes ( Read more... )

this past week was just shitty all together, but i was fine with it. if something happened or was said, i would just drop it or say fuck it or whatever, and just let it go. but since thursday, ive been feeling really shitty with myself and with life and everything else going on ( Read more... )

Okay, darlings, I am a hypocrite. (In my journal) I said that I was DONE with Ana and didn't care about being thin anymore ( Read more... )

yesterday's food:

cereal twice: 300 cals
orange: 60 calories
ice cream (gah i could resist): 180

total: 540 calories.

sick sick sick

but the ice cream is gone now so i'm happy that it won't be such a distraction to me.

have been away for sometime. not away, away, just away from lj. just been busy with work and have been worrying about other things ( Read more... )

Looking for Rebecca/Oregon remember 110 on your left hand? I need your help.

food eaten today:

frosted mini wheats: one cup with skim milk = 200 calories
rice: one cup: 180 calories

total : 380 calories.

i was a pig today...but i needed cereal really badly. tomorrow i will do better.

so...someone tell me...how do you not eat when you're at home...i'd hate to start throwing up again, but i can't take this crap food they give me. i HATE meat. seriously abhor meat. i dont know how to avoid dinner though...they're already watching me like a hawk. sigh. i so seriously want to be back at school again....when i was still 120. ( Read more... )

Hi! *waves* I just joined. Here's my application thingie:

Height: 5'4"
BMI: 21.5
GW: 110 lbs [by Christmas break]
CW: 125 lbs

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so ive done ok today... i didnt weight myself yet today since i was running late for work and didnt get a chance to get on the scale before i got dressed. so im going to weight myself when i get home, but i know that is the worst time to do that ( i just enjoy torturing myself as much as i can ( Read more... )