so i get home from work (after i stopped at dunkin donuts -- fucking ass i am) and i thoguht why dont i add alittle more shit to the shitty day i had today and check my weight??? -- and i was sooo expecting it to be super high like im-fat-and-obese high, and i get on ----- and it was 98 ( Read more... )

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( a typical ranting from myself )

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so i finally got out of inpatient therapy and day patient treatment and i'm on my own (sort of) which means i'm back to fasting. they watch you like mad there, but thank God at home its not that way. here we go guys! back to less than one hundred cals a day, the way it ought to be for everyone. wish me luck!

so, today i did well - i only had some diet snapple, an apple, regular tea with splenda and water, but my scale is NOT going down - its still at 103... its making me so sad and depressed... i dont understand... although i havent really been feeling hungry so maybe over the next few days it will start to go down...

the one thing that i do not like ( Read more... )

yesterday and today have been somewhat better than the binge-fest of the past 4-5 days ( Read more... )

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