Does anyone else notice how FUCKING FAT she is?
http://www.livejournal.com/community/_thinspiration/105081.html#cutid1
jesus. nobody should lie to anybody.

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so i started my "conquering plan" today (thats what i call it) and i did ok...started out with just a half a diet coke most of the day and right before i got in the shower i was like ooo...ill weight myself - and im 101!! *grins madly* i was psyched - i was like ok, only 15 pounds til my goal weight - i can get there and maybe even sooner than i ( Read more... )

ugh. thats the best way to describe how i feel emotionally and physically ( Read more... )

oops! i went to post and forgot to fill out my application ( Read more... )

so this weekend I was a FUCKIN FATASS PIG! i dont even want to talk about it... im so disgusted and ashamed at myself for letting myself give in... ugh... thats why i hate the weekends so much ( Read more... )

first...my friends page is screwed up, i can't see previous entries beyond like the five most recent ones...wtf ( Read more... )

- stats (height, bmi, goal weight, current weight ( Read more... )

- stats (height, bmi, goal weight, current weight):
5'8"
BMI-21
CW-138ish
HW-150
LW-130
STGW-125
LTGW-80
- your diet plan:
Well, I don't consider it a diet really... But I am restricting down to at the most 500cals a day.
- your idol (***pictures help***):


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I HATE food.

I HATE myself for stuffing my face with food.

I HATE having my period which makes me stuff my face with food.

Ugh.  I will never be thin enough if I keep giving in to the evilness of food.  I need to stay on track, keep with my plan and goals.

I can do it and I will do it.

I will be thin. I will win.