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I'm so mad at myself. But I must admit I feel better. I cut. I didn't just cut I sliced, diced and carved. I cut a million time on both arms, I carved "This world is murder" on my left forearm, "Lost & Broken" on my right forearm, "Pain" on my upper stomach, and "Stand Alone" on my left thigh. It felt good to watch it bleed. I felt everything I've ( Read more... )

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I'm so fucking cold right now. Maybe sleeping in a sports bra and a pair of boxers in the middle of November isn't too smart. Ha I dunno go figure. My lip hurts, I accidentally bit it really hard cuz I tripped over my stupid cat ( Read more... )

How to make a stick_up_kidd
Ingredients:

1 part friendliness

1 part brilliance

1 part joy
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little sadness if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!

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I think I've lost any capability I ever had of being happy. being with Christian makes me happy and all but as soon as he's gone it's -smash- into the dirt. Ugh it's getting really old. And now that I can't cause self inflicted pain I'm like -drool- miserable. I want to cut so bad but I'm trying to "resist the urge." You'd think I was addicted to ( Read more... )