I'm not sure what exactly to write right now, but I feel restless and like I should post. When I last wrote, I said that I wasn't feeling needy or dejected like I often feel. But this weekend swung me back around a little. Spending a lot of time with a girl you like but are pretty sure doesn't like you back will do that to you. Also, having a girl ( Read more... )

the thought of leaving california for 5-6 years makes me ill. but that is more of a possibility than ever. UCLA sent me their "letter of regret" yesterday. that leaves UNLV and U of Utah left as my PhD schools, with an application still to go to Cal State LA for a Masters. Interesting times are ahead, that's for sure ( Read more... )

so I was reading through my most recent page of entries (if you can call almost a year's worth recent) and am happy to report that I think I have grown a little. thats always nice ( Read more... )

This song kinda sums up how I feel at the moment ( Read more... )

my brain is an amazing organ ( Read more... )

have you ever been genuinely excited to go somewhere or hang out with some people, only to just want to leave within 5 minutes of being there? that happened to me today ( Read more... )

Have you ever wanted something so badly, more than anything else in the world, and then watched as your friends, who probably didn't want this thing as bad as you, got it quickly and seemingly effortlessly, while you were still left without it ( Read more... )

FINALS ARE OVER! I got an A in Psychopathology, and passed Feminism and Art History *sigh of relief*. still waiting on the final grade for Sociology of Sport, though it should be an A as well. I am very satisfied with this quarter. I feel like I found a system that works. Now the goal is to repeat it next quarter ( Read more... )

it seems that whenever I should be studying for finals, I am reading old livejournal entries instead. livejournal, you have been great for my mental health, but you certainly enable my procrastination ( Read more... )

classes are done! now its time to study for finals, and write my essays for my take-home final. which makes me wonder why I am on here...oh yeah, because I love to procrastinate. that's right. anyway, I am looking forward to this week being over with. at the end of the week is a weekend at home, highlighted by Linda's wedding. i'm stoked ( Read more... )