finals are done! but have yet to go sell my textbooks and start partying, because there is a possibility i might need 2 of those books again real soon...tomorrow my econ grade will be posted.  and if its not so good, maybe i'll be tryin a little of that wine at marc's party...haha yeah right ( Read more... )

so my last post detailed the worst day of my life. today is doing its best to rival that day, but i won't let it. here is how the day has gone so far ( Read more... )

so today was almost without a doubt the worst day of my life. i can only think of one or two that come close.  we will set the beginning of the day to 10 PM the night before, when linda told me she doesn't return my feelings for her. with that as the starting point, here is how the rest of the day played out

-i slept through a class i am currently ( Read more... )

well its over. heres the story. my friend josh was down for the weekend. he was one of my missionary companions. he goes to byu, but decided to come down and visit me this weekend. it was a lot of fun. so we went to freebirds last night before he had to head back to utah. i had to drive him to la conchita to meet up w/ his ride. so we are sitting ( Read more... )

so her facebook status currently says "Linda Langlois's life is awkward. like seriously everything about it. " (no, i am not a total facebook stalker) this was posted after we all got home from the UCSB soccer game (which was amazing. ucsb won in a shootout) which makes me pretty certain i was involved in some sort of awkwardness that occurred to ( Read more... )

for the first time since this all started, i feel a little like giving up. im not really having fun anymore. i don't see anything happening any time soon, and now there is a little competition. i hate competition. i always lose. and it is usually always to a good friend or someone i like, as would be the case here too. however i shouldn't have ( Read more... )

doesn't she know that whenever she sits in his lap or gives him a long hug or walks arm-in-arm with him even for a few steps, my heart sinks a little lower in my chest? and doesn't he realize that? i know he likes the attention, i mean who wouldn't? but it would be nice if he could be a pal and not promote it.  or he could do it behind my back like ( Read more... )

well this week has been long and weird and interesting. linda continued to be distant for another couple days, but i figure it was because she had 3 midterms last week, and was stressing out studying for them. she is one of those people who stresses out over things, or as she calls herself, "a crazy person." quite different from me, who could often ( Read more... )

well, things were getting better. friday was great. she came to visit me at work, which was awesome. we had a short date planned for that night, which didn't go as planned, but still went well, i think. at least the last few minutes were spent cuddling on the couch, followed by a long embrace goodnight before she left home for T.O. definitely the ( Read more... )

i love how news that I have a "lady-friend" is spreading, and seems to make everyone excited. nothing has really even happened yet!

but i am happy to report that things are definitely going in the right direction, despite the fact that i put a scratch in her car yesterday...