Who do Dr Phil and Oprah think they are anyway....im thinking they are cult leaders of some kind haha

While i was at work today (looking after elderly people with severe mental illness) i pondered on whether those less fortunate than ourselves, (in the brain dept that is,) are born into this world to balance the somewhat hugely fucked up lack of normality. God only knows why fuckwit peodophiles and violent mysogynistic wankers are permitted by the ( Read more... )

how interesting it would be if we could read each others minds just for a little bit, each day....particularly when dining or having coffee with someone....ever noticed how far away people can look when they are sitting right opposite you?? what is that about?? and do i ever look like that i wonder????mmmmmmmmmmm ( Read more... )

Right, thats it, im living for each day as best i can from now on. There has been so much sadness and violence lately, a friend died from a heart attack last week and at her funeral on weds i realised that her message to all of us was 'just live for EACH DAY'...as i live perpetually in the future worrying and anticipating, this ephiany has lead me ( Read more... )

Why are 'ex-s' so darn threatening?? is it the thoughts of past physical intimacy that flood our minds? or is it the threat of regret? or maybe the challenge of regret...knowing we cant go back but maybe wanting too??? mmmmm...all i know is that i will be in a room with 2 of them next weekend, what joy that will bring me - NOT.

Ive just got back from the sunday markets, and amongst all the screaming kids, Nanas buying roses and the waft of chinese food there stood a tibetan stall. It was bright and colourful, an array of beautiful rugs, incense, prayer boxes and smiling shrouded stall keepers - but one thing stood out. It was 'the tibetan human prayer' etched with black ( Read more... )

I was talking to a clinical psycologist at work today who had just returned from the UK after burying his father...EVEN HE commented 'it really makes you wonder what lifes all about'. And here i was thinking a phd might kinda count for some reality clarity, NOT!!! ramble ramble ramble...right, off i go, it must be wine-o-clock.

had to resole my red shoes today...the yellow brick road of conflict has taken its toll this weekend and the bottom of my feet are bleeding....sigh.......i must however bind them with some form of comfort and continue.....on and on it goes.....

DECEIVE; bamboozle,betray,cheat,disappoint,hoax,fool,hoodwink,impose,pull the wool over ones eyes,swindle,take for a ride,lead on,lie....id like to thank my collins thesaurus and "W" for redefining this word for me.

Well, its been nearly 2 months since i last wrote....im guessing thats because ive been all 'worded' out...my life has appeared to be prose-free due to my ever increasing mental numbness.Denying reality and coming to the conclusion that our pathetic perpetual cycle is just that, perpetual, has been all part of my self-numbing process. I have ( Read more... )