i bow down to the powers of karma, and life and energies - but i will NOT bow down to the power of being un-true to myself, nor will i tolerate fools lightly anymore!!!!!!!!! this is my pledge. Happy Monday!

some lives are bound by fear; some by lust; some by addictions; i for one am sick of fucking beauracracy and red-tape and bullshit codes of practice confining peoples happiness...why the fuck cant it just be simpler...simply enough at the very least to be able to be free??? fear, lust and addictions seem way easier than the white collar fuckers we ( Read more... )

ps) luckily not plaging me, but those around me (just to set the record straight for anyone who gives a crap :)

suicidality-morbidity-death-death-death-wishes-yearnings-harm-tears....this has been my day today.

I want to be engulfed in black-warmth; comfortable humidity; soft shards of love and a deep resounding peace.

Just for once i wish someone would take up MY fight! I feel as if ive spent all week fighting and advocating for everyone, whilst my red shoes continually get trampled on with adversity, and my voice fades into the void. Why does no one hear me? No one wants to hear - no one has the strength to hear. What can we do to raise the voices of the ( Read more... )

Im trying to figure out exactly how much one should compromise their own values/self in this life. I find myself in continual turmoil feeling that i compromise for everyone BUT me! mmmmmmmmmmm...as i ponder this, i wonder if i am weak? if i am pathetic? or if this is the way it will be. Alas, i hope indeed its not symptomatic of the next few years ( Read more... )

Today my thoughts centre around energy...mine, his, theirs, ours...and that which appears to have some bizarrly unseen control over every living thing. We can apparently summons it to get us through the day, as can we give in to it and over-sleep....what i want to know is, what exactly alerts me to ones energy being dark and/or light?? and how can ( Read more... )

Being who we (think we) truely are, around those who we think we can be...i think, are two of THE most important factors in this journey...although, astral-travel to somewhere completely numb would also be good at times too. Watchya think??

Left in darkened rooms encased in their own filth and wrapped in stained, coarse blankets, cockroaches for company, and the sound of their own breath fading into insignificance, these young souls lay - destined to die a slow and painful death. Their crime? being born into a female body. Cursed with ovaries and barren wombs. Their destiny from ( Read more... )