why is it that just when you become the happiest, your whol elife comes tumbling down right ontop of you? i'm starting to see a trend here. it wasn't too long ago, that i was so happy i glowed. two days later, my world came crashing down ontop of me and i was in a deep depression for a long, long time ( Read more... )

Thinking back to when I was a little kid, and I played with barbie dolls, I was always imagining this perfect life. You know? Fall in love with this amazing guy, spend the rest of my life with him. All that really good stuff. And there was never a doubt in my mind that it would happen ( Read more... )

its not going as bad as I thought it would be ( Read more... )

this is fucking shit ( Read more... )

This is all so hard to comprehend anymore ( Read more... )

He messaged me last night. Asking me why I called his house. I never did. Then he goes on to tell me that I'm not missing out on anything, and relationships aren't that great. But that's coming from the boy who told me he loved me and never wanted to lose me. The boy that got in one stupid argument with me and tossed me out the next day for another ( Read more... )

It's 89 degrees outside
and it's 8:30 am.
It's going to be about 94 degrees
According to the news.

One of the hottest days this summer.
Yesterday was bad enough with 92!

And good lord.
What the fuck.
Why isn't myspace working?!

I'm going swimming.
fuck this.

So I'm missing warped tour today.
That's definatly not making me happy.
A lot of my friends aren't going either, but there were so many bands I wanted to see.

I'm so pissed off >_Damn my ride, she just had to go to the beach ( Read more... )

These are to take them for me.
Nohari
Johari

These are to view them.
Look at these afterwards.
Nohari
Johari

I finally thought I found someone that I really loved ( Read more... )