i now have some idea about how it felt for him.
& he now has some idea about how hurt i was.
we are better now.
not back to normal.
but better.

i hate it when he says that im just like her.

dont say that to me.

are you with me because she didnt want you?

i really dislike you right now.

i remember when i first saw him ( Read more... )

i have a bunch of pictures from when erin & chris came over.
we had a good time.
i love them so much.

( my nigs )

i love driving to no where.
i love the sunny afternoons.
i love the fact that i can be as dumb as i want to be around him.
i love him.


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we talked all day.
it was wonderful.
i love him more than ever.

tomorrow i finally get to see him.

i love him.
i just cant believe that he wouldnt realize it.
i needed him today.
yes, i need him everyday. but today was a hard hard day.
& i told him this.
but he still went to the skatepark.
i told him to.
but i didnt think that he would.

With your feet on the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
If there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind


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so yesterday chris came. he gave me the rest of my christmas presents. which were ( Read more... )

so i met a boy the other day ( Read more... )