I want pills. I want lots of fucking pills. Hundreds. Thousands. Millions. Never-fucking-ending supply. Anything and everything I'll take it. I just fucking want pills
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It may not be much, but would it make you feel better that someone cares?
I've been through this. You're right; there isn't an immediate solution to this. I find that crying and ripping paper sometimes help. All you can do is to hope that someday this will all go away, and you can smile freely again. Let yourself -- cry, vent, do anything that you need to. Bottling it inside will only prolong the problem. Pills won't do much. If it's not something you can solve on your own, talk to the person or any of your close friends, give them an idea of how you're feeling. Or lie down and sleep until you feel calmer. Be strong; you can do this. You know you can.
If you would like an explanation to this entry I wrote one today, just check my journal. Thank you for your help. This wasn't a suicide plee or anything of the sort though I know it sounded like it.
I know I can do it, I've done it before. Just somedays it gets harder than others. Thank you again for your help. It really does mean then world to me. Though, some days, I'm tired of people caring about me. You know? :) :hugs: Thank you
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I've been through this. You're right; there isn't an immediate solution to this. I find that crying and ripping paper sometimes help. All you can do is to hope that someday this will all go away, and you can smile freely again. Let yourself -- cry, vent, do anything that you need to. Bottling it inside will only prolong the problem. Pills won't do much. If it's not something you can solve on your own, talk to the person or any of your close friends, give them an idea of how you're feeling. Or lie down and sleep until you feel calmer. Be strong; you can do this. You know you can.
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If you would like an explanation to this entry I wrote one today, just check my journal. Thank you for your help. This wasn't a suicide plee or anything of the sort though I know it sounded like it.
I know I can do it, I've done it before. Just somedays it gets harder than others. Thank you again for your help. It really does mean then world to me. Though, some days, I'm tired of people caring about me. You know? :)
:hugs:
Thank you
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