How do you write a note to someone who hates you?
Hell, how do you even get them read it?!

The more sleep I get, the less I feel like I am getting. Did I mention I am tired of this? Just a note about my last entry if anyone besides remini_scent read it, that was not a suicide thing at all. A few years ago I began popping pills as an escape from being tired of being sick and sick of being tired. As time went on I stopped reacting to pills ( Read more... )

I want pills. I want lots of fucking pills. Hundreds. Thousands. Millions. Never-fucking-ending supply. Anything and everything I'll take it. I just fucking want pills ( Read more... )

Another appology for my long absence. Life is catching up with me. I'm exhausted and numb. And lazy. To the extreme ( Read more... )

I keep writing in my (online) journal hoping someone will comment back and suddenly everything in my life will make sense. But yesterday, I realized something. I don’t ‘write’ in my online journal. I carry a notebook around with me which gets the brunt of my minds inner workings. I also have a hardcover journal which usually gets a summary of the ( Read more... )

Wow I get on here less and less. woot. whatever. I haven’t slept in 3 days which pretty much sucks. On Sunday I got fired. That kinda sucked too. Homework’s building up but it’s not sinking in yet. Good I suppose ( Read more... )

ugh.

thats all i got to say.

Yay a day off!! Woot ( Read more... )

Gosh, I feel like a horrible LJ friend. I used to get on every day, comment on everything I could. Now I get on like twice a week, rarely update and even rarer comment. I hope everyone can forgive me. I can't promise more time on LJ, but I can promise I will try ( Read more... )

OMG I'm in the weirdest mood ( Read more... )