THIS ENTIRE ENTRY IS DEDICATED TO MY MISSING FRIEND SEARCH FOR YOU SINCE IT HAS BEEN MANY A MONTH SINCE WE SPOKE. I AM DEARLY AFRAID THAT I HAVE DONE SOMETHING I HAVE NOT NOTICED DOING THAT HAS OFFENDED YOU IN SOME WAY OR THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN PRESENT ENOUGH FOR YOU TO CALL ME A FRIEND. BUT I MISS YOU ALOT. I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO CONTACT YOU ( Read more... )

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I haven't updated in over a month, and this doesn't really matter. in fact, don't you think i should just quit this lj anyway? it's not like i have a lj posse like the rest of you do. it's not like i have grand opinions on anything else apart from my own existence. it's not like i ever get more than 2 comments ever!

last week on the OC johnny died, ( Read more... )

in an effort to drag myself out of myself i have brought myself to newtown to 1. get a falafel roll on enmore road 2. possibly look for layered mousse cake 3. buy some milk and bread 4. think about buying things to make myself an easter sunday roast which is never going to happen 5. buy an amazing hoodie to cheer myself up ( Read more... )

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who wants to spend easter weekend with me?
it's weird how you never really cared about it before until you're on your own and everyone else is spending it with their ones.

well it kinda sucks

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how hard is it to leave the house when you really have nowhere to go?
how hard is it to continually experience every day not working basically on your own so alone?
what the fuck is going on? i'm 22 years old. i cannot seem to get a grip on this at all.

+ TEGAN & SARA ON FRIDAY! those crazy twins. can't wait. can't wait.

more later

So I have spent the last 3 nights away from my boyfriend of 19 months or 4 years however you want to look at it. We live together and I think we're splitting up. I haven't spoken to him for 2 days now and I don't know what is going on. I'm terrified of going back home in case he's there. So I'm spending my days jobless in a city with no family and ( Read more... )