sydney

and no money

little motivation

I didn't see Eternal Sunshine for the 3rd time, not yet, it's true though, i want to see it everyday and more ( Read more... )

i think i'm gonna go see Eternal Sunshine again! number 3!

I feel like I've been keeping secrets, and it's not that I have, well maybe a little (!)

BUT I just don't see the point in updating as no one reads my lj anyway.

I shall keep you in order to stay on certain friends lists, and maybe update when the urge overcomes me.

i love you

meet me in montauk . . .

i'm reading the bronze horseman again. it's only the 3rd time, and not very far in, but it's killing me all over again! i want an alexander belov................

love is hell

I'm in bed, happily dozing. With the first stirrings of wakefulness, around six in the morning. I reach for the small transistor radio next to my pillow and press the button. An early morning news program comes on, but I am hardly able to make out the individual words, and once again I fall asleep, so that the announcer's sentences merge into my ( Read more... )

so my grandad died during the night.
and i was talking about him being sick with kara yesterday afternoon and i specifically said "i wish he would just hurry up and die so that all the pain is gone"

he wasn't supposed to die now, mum didn't even get to see him. she was arranging flights for easter.

i suck.

i wanna know when enough is really going to be enough, because i've had enough already.