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Monday
Anybody still there??? -
That Time of Year...or Time of My Life...or Hey! What time is it???
I am probably abandoning this as no one seems to use it anymore anyways. I'm off to start blogging or something ( Read more... ) -
Here & Now
And yet another gone last week - told they had 3-6 months & were gone in less than a week.
Funny how so many things that once mattered to me are meaningless now...funny how that is a good thing...funny how I am so beyond so many things now. Can't wait until I'm finally finished processing all this stuff! -
Prayers
So, seeing as it is such a "special" time we're entering...I had a talk with "G". I apologized for ever offending Him & explained that my intentions have always been good. I am Lost and powerless over any of the things that really matter in my life, though I keep trudging along. I then pretty much begged for HIm to "Just fix it? Please? ALL of ( Read more... ) -
Cha-Cha-Cha-Changes
They have changed this so much, I have no idea how to maneuver around LJ anymore :(
If I've said it once, I've said it a hundred times...I am not to be toyed with or taken lightly ;)
Anyways...I am having a really good day! -
Blehhh
I have never felt so stuck and...I don't even know! I hate it here. I don't know where I want to be or what I want anymore. All my hopes & dreams are gone. All the people who loved me are gone. Now I have what is left of my "friends"....cough, cough...and I'm finding I don't really like them, though they seem to be okay with me. The whole " ( Read more... ) -
Sunday
Lots 'o cleaning & laundry today :( Submitting the paperwork tomorrow - can you say anxiety attack? I'm just hoping this will be the end of it and our lives can go on peacefully. Please? Keep getting wrong number calls from the hood...they block their number now that I kept telling them they had the wrong number. Apparently, they don't believe ( Read more... ) -
Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da
It is definitely time for "CHANGE".
I've had a headache for a week, not to mention have been in a horrible mixture of anxiety & depression - the real kind - without a cause, even! Come to find out, I bought decaffeinated coffee last week & have been going through withdrawals.
This year is going to be all about ME! Getting ME back, building a new ( Read more... ) -
Did I mention...
that I'm in excruciating pain? Physical pain! I woke up this way, unable to move. Kind of hard to describe, kind of where my neck attaches to the rest of my body? If I move my right arm, my head, cough or breathe out, it just about kills me. No insurance and no doctor so I bit the bullet and went to the walk-in clinic. Not that I wanted to... ( Read more... )