thank you so much brand new, for writing down the words to explain how i feel.

true story, life is confusing as all get out, stressfull beyond belief, but more amazing than anything else out there. end of story

I look around me ( Read more... )

some days, you feel like you really made a difference in someone's life. other days, you feel like your just wasting your time

today, i wasted my time

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i can post this in here, because i know hannah wont read it ( Read more... )

have u ever met a new friend and then remember that you had already met them?

ive been riding with someone that i thought was a pretty new friend, then, while just laying in bed, i remembered that i met him years and years ago. weird huh?

havnt posted in awhile, but its all good. been a busy week. i got my shift at work finally. i start that on friday. also i was put on the education staff at community east, pay is super shitty, but i was doing it for free, and they desided to pay me for it, so hell, they could give me a buck and hour and i would be more than happy ( Read more... )

so every site that i go to while i'm at school, i.e. myspace, adult swim, and addictinggames are all blocked. even youtube is. so i'm going nuts here.

today we lost a patient. now this is nothing new to me, i deal with death day in and day out. there are nights i see more death than life it seems. what made today different, made it worth mentioning, is that last night, i was training a brand new EMT. we're talking about 2 weeks out of class, still wet behind the ears, FNG (fucking new girl) this ( Read more... )