i'm trapped in a cage of my own making. i want to pack my things and leave, but i have no reason for wanting to go. does that make me crazy? or are you all crazy for wanting to stay put? i miss the old days. looking around my room makes me miss so many things. the picture of the brain christy cross above my door makes me sad. all of those people ( Read more... )

i'm going to start out by saying that a day in the life of an EMT is not an easy one. you see us driving around, looking all nice and pretty in our uniforms, but what you dont see is the yelling,the screaming, the lack of communication, lack of respect, and the pain that we go through on every day shifts. you call 911, because you, or someone you ( Read more... )

my only regret is i didnt do this sooner

i would like to take this time to say i'm sorry to everyone i've been lashing out at latley. i have been super stressed out as of late. so i am truly sorry.

tony lauinger

so, this is end of a lot of things. to some people this will be the end of high school, others college. some may never step foot in school again, some wont ever stop. some of those people will go on and get jobs. others will become bums, who go out and get drunk without jobs, or any care for them selves or others, just so long as they know that ( Read more... )

sticks and stones may break my bones
but names will never hurt me
and it's been years but still i fear that someday they'll desert me
oh, it's hard, i know
when it's time to stand alone
and no one understands you

by streetlight manifesto.

so, after a bunch of thought, i desided that i look very good in my EMT outfit ( Read more... )

well everyone, i had my first on the job "injury" a patient of mine, threw up on me! not just normal throw up, it was fucking chuncky as hell! i mean, he had a fucking meat ball. well, the shit got on me (i was wearing gloaves, but still) and now i have to get a blood test, to make sure i dont have anything. fun huh ( Read more... )

today marks a day of huge change. my halfpipe (or mini ramp if you ride) that i have had since i was 15 was murdered. i had mentioned one time that i might take it down this year (it was on a very bad day) and today, it was all taken apart. i grew up on that ramp. i learned how to do every trick i know on that ramp. now it is gone. i have millions ( Read more... )

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