ew.. does anyone remember Phil.. well amanda showed me him on some web site last night, and he looks like my ass! i want to light him on fire to improve his appearance! ahahaahahahaha ( Read more... )

all of my so-called "friends" aren't really much friends at all. I try fucking hard to spend time and get together and support them when they have problems and i'm just realizing no one really gives a shit about me. i'm going through hell and i haven't gotten one call, not even to just hang out. so peace out people because i just don't give a fuck ( Read more... )

Matt is just the sweetest thing ever! he did the most romantic thing i've ever seen! He ordered me a dozen roses, half red, half white. He also ordered in some "fake" rose pedals. So when I walked in my house after work there were rose pedals all over the floor, leading me into the room. and he just took my hand and walked me to the bath he had ( Read more... )

If I were never to leave you ( Read more... )

I'm shaking I'm so mad. I can't seem to be able to control myself lately. Apparently my father told my sister that if i didn't appologize in two weeks to him i'd be in his bad books. Cummon daddy...why the fuck SHOULD i care?! like my god, you've done nothing but fuck up my life and be an asshole to me. Then you decide to leave and lie to me again ( Read more... )

Hallo!! i'm starting school tommorrrow!!1 yaya!! me and matt are gonna get married! yaaay!! i can't wait.. irealy have nothing to write cuz well i dunno i dont do anything@ but I MISS ALL OF YOU PEOPLE!! come see our new place...its got a pool we can swiiim!! yaay! i dunno tho im goona go im thinking im gonna make a new LJ but i really suck at it ( Read more... )

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Wow.. it's been like a year. I've cleaned up my act.. no more extascy for me!! Matt and I got an appartment out in Lincon Fields, it's great execpt for the stupid bitch cunt that bitches about us smoking pot she made up.. anyways... it's great having no parents to telling you what to do or eat, etc. I love it.. exept for the being poor all the time ( Read more... )

Hmm.. well I started my new job. It's not bad.. Matty works there too but at night time. I went to court with my baby.. yes the Human Rights stuff, they couldn't use the evidence in court so there was no trial! yay! it only took the judge like 6 hours to decide. Last night my mom and dad got drunk and didn't come home... and they call me ( Read more... )

I know somebody and they cry for you ( Read more... )