I am imperfect ( Read more... )

My week has been fun.
Enjoyable.

and well.
I'm happy again.
I've said it already.

But I'm saying it again.

Happy?
Really?
Again?
It's amazing.
I've had many hands reaching for me to pull me out of this hole.
And I think I've finally had enough support to really pull myself out.

There are reasons for me to be happy.

I don't know why I watch Cheaters ( Read more... )

I've been on the upward slope ( Read more... )

So, the last two days have been really nice. Yesterday, after talking to the counselor, my mother, and Tamara, I felt... like I was ready for myself again. So much of my time in the last month was just spent alone. I think I had so much time alone that I drove myself crazy. I thought I was getting better and was ready to take the step forward the ( Read more... )

It's really come to the time to move forward ( Read more... )

I have no idea how, but I remembered about livejournal last night. Maybe I was thinking about my recent increase in blogging and decided to check out my old posts. I looked from about the beginning of my Junior year to the end of my Senior starting on summer. I had fluxes in how much I wrote, but I forgot how good it was to write in them. ( Read more... )

"Feel good" parties.
Girls giving asshole guys everything they don't deserve.
People who clap in theatres.
The 2 hours of my life wasted watching the first half of Pirates 3.
Finals.
Finding jobs.
Gas.
Money.
Not having any sugar-free jell-o cups left.

June.

on a lighter note, I am class speaker for graduation.

Going to classes at the gym with my mom hurts.

I'm sore.