I picked reading my feminist literature over ( Read more... )

Is insomnia caused by television or the unavoidable
cycle of sleeping until noon and staying awake well into the night

Is it considered running away if you're 18

I like being alone, I hate being so lonely

I got into Tulane University in New Orleans.

Pending financial aid, I could be in the Big Easy by August.

Is it too early to begin packing?
Will it make the days longer?

It's terrible that I'm wishing part of my life away.
But this is starting to feel like some kind
of Chinese water torture. After Spring Break
it'll be nine weeks until graduation.

Life is sad but we live it anyway.

The class with Danny Hoch and later his performance were nothing short of amazing ( Read more... )

I got into Clemson. I might end up a
tiger and things may work out after all.

Nate came up for the evening. Blurred
vision, fuzzy feelings, kisses in the
park, going back to the beginning.

Tomorrow, a class with Danny Hoch
with an evening performance.

I think winter may be dead.

La Bella Vita,
Jessie

I have to choose between a school out-of-state and Nate,
or he has to choose between me and the band.
I just want to be happy goddamn it.

I'm a demanding woman. A force of nature.

I'll just ignore it for now. Chekhov calls.

I hate sleeping with pillows in an attempt to trick myself into thinking he is there.

I went home for the weekend. Being home however does not entail remaining there. Friday I quickly made my way over to Nate's new house to make the boys dinner. I'm moving in with them in May. It's going to be the strangest dynamic. We had a few beers and I made it home by 3 that morning. Saturday afternoon, my dad and I got into a fight about me ( Read more... )

Nina is my hero. That is all.