Happy Cinco de Mayo! Drink mas Coronas!



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I’ve finally figured out my severe mental problems that have been plaguing me since I was about 12 years old. The thing is that I was raised by two parents that have a lot of learning to do themselves. My Dad has always made decisions for me since I was young and my Mom wasn’t really involved in my life. My Dad was always gone because he was so ( Read more... )

I think I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown. Seriously. I'm not fucking happy. I've never been. Why do I keep trying to cover that up and go on instead of fixing my problems? I wish I could just get what I've wanted. My whole life I've been taught that I'm not worthy of recieving anything that I truly want. Everyone else has made those decisions ( Read more... )

Drunk on a weekday. not a good sign. I'm just getting so fed up with school and life and girls and whatever. Fuck it. I'm so tired, it doesn't matter anymore.

I've been making a lot of realizations about life these past few weeks. I don't really feel like posting them, but I know they're going to change my life. I've realized that there is more to life than just work and school. There is a complex social aspect to life that must be learned in order to succeed in any occupation. Secondly, life is a ( Read more... )

I'm getting so sick of school. Mainly my classes. I like the aspect of being a student, but it sucks to keep going to classes.

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Jason's DiseaseCause:stressSymptoms:frequent loss of weight, tunnel vision, sparksCure:don't do it again
Abortion?:sure go ahead Death Penalty?:no problems as long as we make sure the ( Read more... )

I started seeing this cute blonde chick that my friends hooked me up with named Kristen. She's exceptionally good looking and so far as I can tell likes me. I can't really be sure tho because she seems really shy and awkward around me. I put my arm around her sometimes and she'll just go with it, but won't touch me back. I know its too soon, that's ( Read more... )

They're driving me nuts!

Today I went to the Long Beach grand prix with my bro. We were cruzing around the convention center and noticed a beef jerky stand in the middle of the floor. I was bored so I was thinking about jacking a bag of jerky just for kicks. But the worker turned around so I decided against it and decided to get free samples instead. We waited a while ( Read more... )

Today was really awful ( Read more... )