asking me to come with you to get roses for your girlfriend is NOT OKAY ( Read more... )

so he just came in and we were talking and stuff and then he was all yeah so i am pretty much dating this girl i have met twice ( Read more... )

realization i had while trying to work on chem with alden today which subsequently put me into a horrible, self-loathing state of mind which made me stop talking to him which made him think i was mad at him so he stopped talking to me which made me feel worse because i wasn't mad at him at all: i'd rather hate myself for the way i treat people than ( Read more... )

so we had a talk last night ( Read more... )

...so i'm livejournaling ( Read more... )

8 days.

<3

You're my favourite friend ( Read more... )

i love how when we start talking we can't stop, it's always 10 more minutes and then i'm going to bed, 10 more minutes, 10 more minutes, and before we know it it's 5 am and we're still talking in the doorway as i'm on my way back downstairs ( Read more... )

things i need to do this week:
get rid of my family on tuesday and hopefully not have to go to stl that day
clean out my dresser
clean out my closet
clean off/take down my desk
clean out my bedside dresser
pack for chicago/germany/college (AHH!)
clean under my bed?
learn the nu drumline audition music
make my drumline audition tape
dinner and/or ( Read more... )

i went to the park with jesse tonight :) when he picked me up i was feeling really blah and depressed because that's the kind of day it's been, so he put on techno and played it really really loud and it was impossible not to smile. we were almost the only people at the park. we walked and talked and it was really nice. i'm going to miss him a lot ( Read more... )