i'm lonely. not like a "i wish people were around" lonely, because my room has several people in it at the moment. just more like in a general, whole life way.. not just in this moment.
if people don't know your history and why you are the way you are, do they really know you? can they know the present you without knowing the past you ( Read more... )

ugh.
i am around the same people ALL THE TIME, and they're all starting to drive me a little crazy.

so as it turns out, my first kiss was not with someone i deeply care about, it wasn't the way i had imagined it would be at all really...
of course, i don't think anyone imagines a drunken makeout as their first time for anything.
but he was hot and had an accent so whatever, i still win. haha. i had a good time :)

what has college DONE to me??

I wanna be much more like you ( Read more... )

i am sitting in the library and even though it is cold outside there is a really warm sunlight coming through the window next to me and it makes me feel warm and hopeful ( Read more... )

i want to be the weight on your conscience ( Read more... )

so here i am, listening to avril lavigne ( Read more... )

i wonder if my ta will give me a higher grade to make me feel better about having an emotional breakdown in the middle of my presentation today?

chemistry makes me want to shoot myself in the brain.

i am content with the choices i have made, i am okay with what may happen in the future,

and i am content with letting go.

it is a good night.